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i am so sick and effing tired of people in my "family" telling me wtf to do. last night:: my grandparents come home while i am on the computer. (its sucha big deal to b on the internet at that house?) and she says with this satanic look on her face " i have been trying to call u" and i am like "well i never got ur calls". she doesnt believe me. wtf?? i try explaining the fact that when one does not have signal (especially in a house in the middle of the woods) they do not recieve any proof of that call. unless the other party leaves a gd message. then she goes into detail about me turning 18 and i need to be more responable and grow up...blah...blah...blah.... i am so effing responsable. its not as if i dont do certain things because i am irrisponable, i just dont do them. i tried explaining to them about how much of a good person i AM. i dont drink (alot) i dont do drugs or do drive bys or commit hate crimes. she acts as if i am in a gang. and im so sick of "whats hardcore mean????" just stop.

she needs to "calm her farm"

then i get pissed. pack my stuff and call my mom. shes like "yea u can come stay with me" so i plan on leaving to go to her house all the effing way in Delhi. my grandparents take my phone and camera they gave me. so i was with out a freakin phone. my mom calls my g/m and then she takes her side. i leave and my mom calls the cops. how reatrded. if they say i need to grow up because i am 18 then they need to calm hell down about ceratin things in ordre for me to "grow up".

cunts.

i get shit all the time for, bein fat, not having my GED yet, which that effing takes time. u cant just TAKE it whenever u want at my age. and theres no way i can get a "real" job and make more money at my age eeither. if i was mabe in my 20's mabe. im not going to say what i REALLY wanna say cuz i know everyone in "family" will  read this like they always do.

i try explaining to them that i just dont care what ppl think about me. if u dont like me, then just dont talk to me. 

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hey pretty boy i got some candy in my car....

i look like a monster*

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like, woah. what a day. my cal intake was actually really nice. im so proud. except for the cookies i had. but it was like 4 or 5 (sry)

i love all the comments i recieve they make my teen heart beat faster, faster =D

i got lonely because i was home all day by myself. i watch a movie (eternal sunshine of the spottless mind) i called rasi and i was gonna go over but it was raining real hard and my left windsheild wiper was broken. couldnt see. stayed home.

until i called cole and got this dier urge to see him. after 10 minutes of yelling at him for not coming to see me i get in my car (while it is still pouring) and risk my life to go to him. we almost break up (like always) and we make up. he fixes my windsheild wiper and i go home. he says i am on "probation" from him for a week. i cannot see him till friday ='(

and.....i need to grow up. i am almost 18 and i act as if i am 12.

do u still love me?

he says i am beautiful, even when i am taking a shit